Days of shame or days of rage? A personal memoir of the ’81 tour
This post is part of a series remembering the 1981 Springbok Tour.
‘July 22nd, Day of Shame, Rugby Union is to blame!’ The old chant still pops into my head every now and then when this date comes around on the calendar. Through the 30 years since the Springbok Tour I have read and heard a variety of accounts, with the emphasis generally on the national trauma our country went through during that season of chaos. I feel compelled to write as someone who was energised rather than traumatised by their involvement in the anti-tour protests.
A true provincial, I grew up in the blandness of suburban Stoke, Nelson, among a family of mechanics. I remember the joy of watching the 1974 Commonwealth Games, with its brilliant array of athletes from newly independent Africa and the Caribbean. Following on from the ‘friendly games’, we had the rise of Muldoon. Soon we had the All Black Tour to South Africa in 1976, playing rugby while kids were shot in the streets of Soweto. That tour lead to New Zealand’s international shame as the cause of the African boycott of the Montreal Olympics. The generation who watched these events as teenagers were the ones who stood on either side of the lines in 1981.
In 1981 I was a 19-year-old lad in his first year studying zoology at Canterbury University. I traded sunny Nelson for the excitement of the big city of Christchurch and the big world of tertiary education. Before leaving Nelson I had become involved with a group of environmental and peace activists, who also began to organise anti-tour activities. On arrival at Canterbury University everything went up a notch. There was a strong and quite militant anti-tour movement on campus. There was also a strong and vocal, but smaller, pro-tour group, centred around the Engineering School. Student meetings were lively and well-attended; abuse flowed freely. Despite the volatile situation, I still had plenty of mates in the opposing camp.
In town itself the feud crossed over into other realms. The boot boys and rastas, who had regular punch ups at this time, also took sides on the tour. We knew to always remove our HART badges before going into a pub if we wanted to walk out unscathed. It was a time of many narrow escapes from violence, including my own dash out of a dairy to a waiting car, pursued by several rather angry rugby-heads with pro-Tour badges.
Once the tour actually started, there was a march on the day of every game; that was every Wednesday and every Saturday. The Saturday marches were always followed by a do at varsity, put on by the anti-tour club, where invariably the songs played included ‘Police on my back’, ‘I fought the law’, and ‘No depression in New Zealand.’
The first march, 22nd of July – the day of the Gisborne game – was designated the Day of Shame. The sequence was wrapped up with the final game, the Auckland test, held on the anniversary of Steve Biko‘s death: 12th September, the Day of Rage. While we took the whole business very seriously, marches were also, in the early days at least, great social occasions.
Even with the events at Hamilton and the batoning at Molesworth Street, many of us in Christchurch had yet to comprehend the scale of the violence going on. That all changed two nights before the Christchurch test, when the Red Squad appeared, blocking a night march. There were no batons drawn that evening, but the sight of the faceless storm troopers blocking the street brought home the reality of events to the crowd. The response was anger rather than intimidation, though that night ended peacefully.
It was a different story that Saturday, with merry mayhem all around Lancaster Park, followed by night raids to try and wake the Springboks. Days of running on adrenalin and working with large groups of people in a common cause were a heady experience for a young provincial hick. Where else could you quickly learn the optimum number of people needed to tear down a security fence, or how to manufacture paint bombs from hollowed-out eggs?
In Christchurch the umbrella group, Coalition Against the Tour, had a lot of students and varied lefties involved in it, but the most significant organisers were from the churches. Catholics were particularly strongly represented, with the organiser being Mary Baker, a staunch Catholic activist and mother of the later-to-be-famous athletes Erin and Phillipa Baker. Speaking of Catholics, I also remember sitting with a couple of nuns watching the news coverage of the riots in Auckland at the third test. As the crowd drove the police away with flying missiles, both nuns broke let loose cheers of triumph.
At the end of it all the ‘boks went home and we were left with a feeling of anti-climax. Yet I do not remember anyone in the anti-apartheid movement at that time seeing the tour as a defeat.
On reflection, there was a lot of naivety to our approach. Most of us had only a vague idea of the racism within New Zealand itself. And young tearaways such as myself had little idea of the trauma faced by people whose jobs or lives were threatened due to their role in the movement. For those who made a stand outside the main centres, the odds were even more stacked against them. These people were some of the real heroes of the movement.
I continue to believe that disrupting the rugby, the national religion of New Zealand and apartheid South Africa, was the most direct way we show support for the South African struggle. I think this even though, while living in Otago I rejoined the faith and now watch rugby on a semi-regular basis.
It is clear now that the tour was as much about a culture clash within New Zealand as it was about racism overseas. Yet, while it may have been a long dark night of the soul for the nation, for some of us young activists it was an exhilarating experience. For me, that time was one of purpose, where I saw things that changed forever the way I view power in this country.
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